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Thursday, October 12, 2006 5:55 PM
hurt so bad till i wanna give up now. but i just could not. i cannot take anymore hurt. everytime i thought back my memories of us, tears just start to wet my eyes. i tried controlling it, but i could not. i'm tired of crying. really tired. i just want to go into the presence of Him. now zhang dong liang- hurt is my favourite song. the lyrics says about how i felt. and it made me cry badly. if you hate me, just tell me straight. don't lie to me anymore. is hurting to find out the truth after you lied to me. a few more days, and i hope it will be over! delete my contacts in all of your handphone. and just pretend that you never met me before. now your heart is with someone else, what can i do? i don't have the right to do anything because i'm a NOBODY to you. since you don't give a damn about me, der's no point being friends at all. then you jolly well just forget about me and go on with ur date. i dun wished to care, but i hope i can do it. i wish i can forget you and pretend that i do not know you, but i just cannot bring myself to do that!
because of you guys, i will never forget YISHUN TOWN! this is where i suffered like HELL! and i don't even get the Y21 awards just because my ENG failed. is like WTH! then worst, i msged ppl, ppl just care about doing their own things and can just heck care. if this is how you treat a friend, then i tink you treat that friend very lowly and is insulting the friend. hate me for all i care, i will be leaving YTSS soon.. and i hope i can just forget about everything. even if you guys see me on street, don't bother to say a HI to me, because i'm a STRANGER to you after i leave YTSS.
everything that i have done have gone down the drain. the things that i wanted to bring forth to you guys ended with "DUN DARE", "SCARED", "REASON BEHIND"...bla bla bla. is like WTH! and guess what, i've got to tell you everything about me, no matter sad or happy, even my password, oh man. i'm the most FOOLISH person on earth man!!! to be PLAYED by you people. sigh..